Happy 70th Birthday, Kate

 

Today, January 7, 2024, marks my sister Kate’s 70^th birthday, her Heavenly birthday, as she has been gone for many years. I like to think back to the time of her birth and want to share those memories with my family.

The year was 1955 and we were living in Tuscola, Douglas County, Illinois, in a small trailer court, in a small trailer, but not as small as the one we would be living in later that year. By “we” I mean our mother, Mildred, and her first three children, Pam, Mike, and Fran. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Our dad, Joe, was out in Colorado that winter of 1954-1955, working for a mining exploration company, searching for evidence of uranium in Grand County, Colorado, near Hot Sulphur Springs. 

 

 

 

 

Before Christmas of 1954 our sixty-one-year-old grandmother, Verla L. Smith, came up from her home in southern Illinois to stay with us and help mom with us kids while she was hospitalized. Since Grandma never did learn to drive a car I know one of her other children drove her those 200 miles to our place in Tuscola.

 

Mom told us that when Kate was born she had a shock of dark red hair, a coppery color, on top of her head and the nurses tied a ribbon in her hair when they first brought her to mom to nurse. Mom named her Kathy Sue, and most of the time she called her Kathy while the rest of us called her Kate. I suppose that was dad’s doings as his mother’s family was big on nicknames.

When they came home from the hospital Mom showed me the white cloth belly band tied around Kate's tummy that held her belly button flat against her stomach, with the remnant of umbilical cord still attached. Each time she changed Kate’s diaper she removed the belly band and cleaned that area with rubbing alcohol. 

Soon Grandma went back home and Mom cared for the four of us by herself. We had a small black and white television and watched Howdy-Doody, Topper, and The Loretta Young Show among others, a good baby-sitter when there is a newborn in the home.

Dad came home in the spring and made plans to move us all out west as soon as school was out in May. He had a mining job lined up in Wellpinit, Stevens County, Washington, at a new uranium mine on an Indian Reservation. His buddy Joe Geiser, who had spent the previous winter with him in Colorado was also taking his family back out west and they made plans to drive together, Dad driving our car and Joe driving his. (This photo is out of order, taken as we entered Colorado).

 

 

 

 

Within walking distance of the Tuscola trailer court there was a small park and in May of 1955 there were apple trees in full bloom. That’s where we had a small end-of-school party, or maybe it was to celebrate my eighth birthday. It is a happy memory for me and magical with those apple blossoms dropping their pink petals on the green grass. You see, when you grow up in a trailer court there is no grass, no flowers, at least not in ours.

 

Shortly after that Dad packed all of our belongings into a green canvas car-pack perched atop his 1953 Kaiser car, held in place with straps and clips. There was a big zipper along one side giving access to clothing and such during our trip.

 

 

In the front seat of our car Mom held four-month old Kathy on her lap and on the floor boards in front of her she had the makings of baloney sandwiches in one bag and baby supplies in another. There were no disposable diapers in those days and I have no idea how Mom dealt with washing and drying those cloth diapers Kathy wore. In the back seat sat my six-year-old brother, four-year-old sister, and me – no seat belts to confine us so lots of room for rough-housing, pinching, crowding, and whining.

 

 

 

Dad drove us from central Illinois, across Missouri and Kansas, waiting for nightfall to drive through Kansas in our car with no air-conditioning. Then into Colorado, through Denver to Idaho Springs where we first saw the Rocky Mountains and marveled at their steep slopes covered in pine trees. Somewhere in Colorado we met up with guys from the mining company driving a jeep, pulling a small trailer house. I don’t know how many days it took for the entire cross-country trip but it was several, before we settled in our new home in Washington State.

 

 

 

During Kate’s first year of life we lived near Wellpinit in small bowl-shaped clearing that had once been a CCC camp. It was close to the uranium mine and had few amenities. Mom carried water from a nearby spring for us to drink and for her to boil her family’s clothing and those daily diapers, in a tub over an open fire. We lived in a ten foot long trailer (see it in the back of this photo) and soon there were two or three other families there near us, including the mine boss and his wife with two children, a family from Canada, a woman named Pat Faye and her husband, and a couple of bachelor engineers. 

 

 

Someone set up an out-house and a generator for lights. By Thanksgiving, and before the first snow, we left Wellpinit for Salmon, Idaho, crossing into Idaho near Coeur dAlene.

 

That winter of 1955-1956 in Salmon, Idaho, was rough. We were living in a motel room on the outskirts of town while Dad drove over a treacherous mountain pass in that low-slung Kaiser to Cobalt, Idaho, where he worked in a Cobalt mine. I don’t know how often he made that drive, probably once a week. Dad had to have his tonsils removed that winter at the small hospital in Salmon, a risky operation for someone his age. And Kate was sick that winter, too, possibly with the same bacterial infection that was in Dad’s throat, for her ears and throat were infected and she became feverish and listless. I remember that because early on Christmas morning we wanted Kate to join us in celebrating the holiday, opening gifts together, but Mom said she was too sick.

 

As soon as school was out in May 1956, Dad drove us up to Cobalt where we moved into company housing in that small community, our home for the next two years. For us three older kids this was a childhood dream come true with mountains to climb, a fast flowing stream nearby, and the freedom to roam and explore. 

Kate was only sixteen months old when we arrived in Cobalt and a little over three years old when we moved back to Illinois the summer of 1958. As adults us four kids often reminisced about those years out west and Kate felt a little left out because she had no memories to share of that time in our lives.

 

 

 

We returned to Illinois in our 1956 Pontiac stationwagon, to southern Illinois where we lived with my mother’s parents for a few months until Dad rented a house in that tiny town of Harco, Illinois. He worked in a coal mine for a short while before, once again, leaving us in Mom’s care while he looked for work, this time in Chicago Heights, Illinois, some three hundred miles north. Dad landed a good job with Ford Motor Company Stamping Plant in Chicago Heights and right before Christmas he came to Harco, loaded us up in the Pontiac, and drove us north to our latest home, an upstairs apartment, rented to him by a older Polish couple in Chicago Heights. That was a turning point in our lives for Dad started making good money as a welder repairman at the auto factory. Financial security was important to Dad and beneficial to us all.

 

Kate would spend the rest of her life in Illinois, except for a brief few months in Minnesota after she married. My sister, brother, and I all moved out west again when we were older, out of school. Even Dad moved to Arizona after retiring from Ford, but Kate didn’t yearn for mountains and streams, the dry climate and mystique of the cowboys and Indians. She did enjoy visiting us in Colorado but her heart and home was always Illinois.

Happy Birthday to my baby sister who lives in my heart and my memories forever. We had some fun adventures together over the years, many taking place in southern Illinois at family reunions with Kate's young daughters. I will always be thankful that Kate invited me to travel with them, camp out, go on road trips, and share her life. She is the person who taught me to love genealogy, my most passionate hobby today. And she trusted me with her children, Rachel and Aimee, whom I love dearly. We all miss you, Kate, and love you forever.

 

 

 

 

The Minneapolis Moline

From the time he was big enough to steer a tractor, about age 7, Bobby Doyle Russell was his dad’s main farm hand, the son who helped with the plowing, planting, weeding and the endless other farm tasks that crop up (no pun intended). Bob was also responsible for moving the cattle to pasture and back each day, but this story is about tractors. This responsibility, largely unpaid and unappreciated, continued until Bob joined the Navy in 1962.

 

Over the years Bob's dad, Doyle Russell, acquired quite a number of tractors. I am guessing about twenty but maybe closer to thirty. One winter day in the late 1970s or early 1980s, Doyle drove his Minneapolis Moline down from his place just north of Colorado County Rd 70 in Larimer County, to our place on Colorado County Rd 58, about twelve miles south. Bob had asked to borrow the tractor a few days to clear some land.

 

 

 

 

 

 

I took a few photographs of the two of them checking out the tractor, going over a few fine points of operating it. 

 

 

 

 

 

I didn’t realize at the time that on Martin Luther King Day, January 15, 1996, Doyle would have a life-changing accident with that Minneapolis Moline. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

It caught on fire while Doyle was adding gasoline and the fire burned Doyle badly. He survived after months in the Greeley Hospital burn unit, but was never able to return to his farm and independent living.

Today I came across these photos and realized they are a metaphor for the relationship between this father and son. I can only imagine the Erskine Caldwell style book Bob Russell could write about his life with his father, if only he would. However, Bob's respect and love for his dad would never allow him to do that so I am thankful that over the years I've been privy to hearing this story, parts of it, anyway, and my life has been enriched by that.

Rosa's Cantina

 

The song El Paso, by Marty Robbins, came out in 1959 and it has always had special meaning for me. My dad bought our first console record player, stereo system in 1960 and a few record albums too. I remember The Soundtrack of Tales of the South Pacific, Son's of the Pioneers, and Gunfighter Ballads by Marty Robbins. 

 

 

That year, 1960, Dad was working at Ford Motor Company's Stamping Plant in Chicago Heights, Illinois, about 45 miles north of our rental duplex in Bourbonnais. I was thirteen years old, my siblings eleven, nine, and five. On his days off from the Ford plant Dad would play his records in the living room and soon we all knew those songs by heart. It was a happy time for us all when the music was playing and Dad was singing along, sometimes dancing around in that self-conscious way of is. I especially loved "Tumbling Tumble Weeds".

 

 

 

Dad worked the 3 to 11, or afternoon shift at Ford, leaving the factory a little before midnight each night, driving south along Illinois State Highway 45 toward home. Friday nights were paydays when he liked to stop at his favorite Bar just south of Chicago Heights, a place named Purgy's. He'd cash his check and have a few drinks before coming home.

Sometimes Dad would have more than a few drinks and those were the nights I remember most (worst). They weren't often, but they were frightful. The window in the bedroom I shared with my two sisters was high off the floor and I would stand on my tip toes watching the car lights come up over the bridge on North Street, willing it to be Dad as each set of headlights appeared, knowing the sooner he got home the less drunk he would be.

Dad had a jealousy problem, and after a few too many drinks he'd accuse my mother of infidelity, of flirting with tall, dark, handsome men. Lots of yelling and ugly accusations. Sometimes shattered dishes and broken flowerpots. I use to blame alcohol but now I believe the real problem was Dad's low self esteem caused by a traumatic childhood. The alcohol was his relief valve. Dad needed mental health counseling and medication but men of his generation, tough men, Bosun's Mates in the U.S. Navy during WWII, preferred punching a guy in the nose to seeing a psychiatrist. Eventually, after twenty-three years of marriage, dad lost his wife, the love of his life, to another man. We, their four kids, watched it happen and there were no winners. Mom was not the flirt Dad accused her of being. She was a woman who had reached the end of her rope. And Dad was a good man, always a “good provider”, his generation’s measure of a husband and father.

Dad knew we all dreaded those nights. So what did he do? He changed "Rosa's" to "Purgy's" in Marty's El Paso and would sing El Paso, parts of it anyway, like this..."Out through the back door of Purgy's I ran, out where the horses were ti-i-i-ed.." . and then he'd laugh, Dad's distinctive chuckle. Oh, did he sing that over and over and laugh and enjoy it. It is forever etched in my mind, a happy memory of my dad singing and laughing at his own frailty.

This past week my cousin Patty Devine French and her husband Joe French came to visit me for the first time ever. We all told family stories which opened windows in my mind that had been shuttered for years. After their visit I was sitting in the recliner in my and Bob's bedroom and glanced up at a framed print on the wall, one that has hung there for years. Bob loves the artwork, by Stephen Morath, titled "Evening would Find Me" and then it clicked, “Evening would find me at Rosa’s Cantina, music would plan and Felina would whirl…” There it was again, Marty Robbins’ famous song, and it took me back.

 

And the day after that, over dinner with our family, my husband asked our daughter-in-law, Alejandra, “What is your favorite Mexican food?” As she started to answer she turned to her husband, our son, and asked, “What is the name of our favorite Mexican Restaurant in Longmont?” and Patrick answered, “Rosa’s Cantina.” Ha! I had to laugh and then I heard my dad laugh in my memory. And my heart clutched and I felt the loss of my dad in my life again, thankful for all he means to me, for all our shared life together, the good, the bad, and the musical. I asked my cousin, in front of her husband, did you marry a man like your dad? And she said no, and I said, neither did I, but I know there are similarities in my dad and my husband, one of them being "never a dull moment."

Patty’s and Joe’s visit has rekindled my appreciation and love for Illinois, for coal miners, for Route 45, my Devine family, and for my dad, Joe Uknavage. Thank you, cousins, I needed that. See you next Spring!

Grandma Reese, Was She Indian?

  

Grandma Reese, my dad’s maternal grandmother, was born Gertrude Mae Johnson on the 25^th day of February 1882 in Terre Haute, Vigo County, Indiana. At the tender age of 14, on August 11, 1896, she married Thomas Maple “Mape” Devine, a coal miner, in Vincennes, Knox County, Indiana. In April of 1912 she gave birth to her sixth child, a full term boy, stillborn, they named Orvil Lee Devine. Gertie buried him and was still mouring his death when her husband Mape died June 28, 1912, in Muddy, Saline County, Illinois, at the age of 36. His death certificate lists Bright’s Disease, a kidney failure, as his cause of death. Gertie was left with with no money and five children to raise by herself, John, 14, Annie, 12, Inez, 8, Charlie, 5, and Roy, almost 4.

 

Gertrude’s parents had divorced in 1891 and were not available to help her. Helena Johnson Potter, Gertrude’s younger sister, had four children of her own by 1912, unable to provide money but probably a shoulder to cry on.  Soon Gertrude’s situation became desperate and there was talk of the county taking her children and farming them out, a plan she could not tolerate. Nearby was a neighbor, a batchelor twenty years older than Gertie, William Edward Reese, who approached her and said if she would marry him he would be take responsibility for her and her kids, would keep them together. And so she did, in 1914, and became our Grandma Reese.

 

 

 

 

Gertrude and Bill Reese had two children together, Susie Ardena Reese in 1916 and Mary Jane Reese in 1919.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

When I first started studying our family history, thanks to my younger sister Kathy Benoit Hillary, I attended our annual Smith Family Reunions in southern Illinois each summer and asked a lot of questions. One subject that often came up was this “was Grandma Reese part Indian, i.e., Native American?” Many of us have remarked on her looks, dark hair, dark brown eyes, and high cheek bones. I now know that is a very common question by those who study genealogy, that many families have heard that someone in their family is Native American, most often Cherokee, but that after much study those same families rarely find proof of that. DNA testing has become affordable and popular and has helped identify ethnicity in families. Rarely is there evidence of Native Americans in the family trees.

 

 

Realizing that several of Gertrude’s relatives were interested in this I asked Mary Jane Reese Stark, Gertrude’s last living child, to take a DNA test, and at the advanced age of 98, she did! A special thanks to Mary's daughter, Lydia, for helping her mother take the test and for mailing it in. I really hoped that before Mary passed away I would be able to tell her, “YES”, you are part Native American, but I was not able to do that. Mary died August 31, 2021, at the age of 102, our longest lived relative. I have continued to study her family background, almost daily, as more and more DNA matches come in. Oh, I forgot to say that Mary allowed me to add her DNA results to my family tree so that I can see the names and family trees of those who share DNA with her.

Yesterday, October 18, 2024, my first cousin once removed, Patricia Faye Devine French, daughter of Gertrude Mae Johnson Devine’s son Charles, came with her husband Joe French, to visit me from their home in Missouri. We talked a lot about our families and, sure enough, the question of whether or not Grandma Reese was Native American came up again. That has prompted me to give my family an update on what I have learned, so far, about that.

 

 

 

 

 

Just this year (yes, it has taken me seven years!) I found that one of Gertrude’s ancestors is Elizabeth Jane Payne, born 1813 in Tennessee, Gertrude’s paternal gr-grandmother. Elizabeth’s great grandparents were, supposedly, both Cherokee Indians, Thomas Payne (Motoy), b. 21 Oct 1721 Christchurch, Middlesex, Virginia and Ardwood C (or Jennie Running Horse) Koch, b. 1720, Hanover, Virginia. I found this in other family trees and have not verified it!! As I told my cousin Patricia, I don’t feel confident about this and should not even put this word out without further study, but then I realize I am 77 years old and don’t want to go to my grave without someone knowing this might be real, provable information. And I want to point out that even if it is true this means Gertrude Mae Johnson was only 1/32^nd Native American, hardly enough to have a strong influence on her looks! But there you have it! 

I continue to study Grandma Reese’s family tree and may find another connection to Native Americans. If not, I am thankful she was a strong, healthy woman and I’m proud to be descended from her, through her second child, Anna Jane Devine.

Joe Uknavage, Jr. and the Civil Conservation Corps, CCC

 

In 1936 my dad, Joe Uknavage, was sixteen years old, living with his parents and younger brother in Royalton, Illinois, a poverty stricken coal mining town hit hard by the Depression. He signed up for the Civil Conservation Corps despite their rule that a man must be 18 years old, and soon was sending $25 a month home to his mother, of the $30 he was paid. That was mandated by the CCC rules.

 

 

 

 

 

The Civilian Conservation Corps (CCC) was a work relief program that gave millions of young men employment on environmental projects during the Great Depression. From its inception in 1933 until it was disbanded when the United States became involved in WWII on December 7, 1941, more than 2.5 million men had served in more the 4,500 camps across the country. They had planted over 3 billion trees, combated soil erosion and forest fires, and occasionally dealt with natural disasters such as hurricanes, floods, and droughts. (Quote: Joseph M. Speakman, 2006)

 

Dad became a man over the next three years, working his way west in CCC camps in Illinois, Minnesota, Idaho, and California, making friends, toughening his body and his mind. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

In November of 1937 he was sent home to his mother’s bedside as she lay dying. After giving birth to her fourth child in 1924, Anna Jane Devine Uknavage was advised by her doctor that another pregnancy might kill her. We believe her kidneys were failing. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Anna managed that directive until 1937 when she once again found herself pregnant and ill. She died in December of 1937, age 37, leaving a married 22-yr-old daughter, Petrona Tucker, 17-yr-old son Joe,13-yr-old son Bill, and her husband, Joe Uknavage, Sr., age 50. My Dad told me that he prayed and prayed, walked the dirt roads of Wasson, Illinois, begging God to save his mother, and that when she died he lost his faith in God, so angry, so lost. 

 

He returned to the CCC and was in Tulare, California in late 1939. (In researching the CCC online I just discovered that CCC records are being digitalized and made available to family members so I have ordered my dad's. I hope to learn of all the Camps where he worked and when).

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Dad’s father, Joe Uknavage, Sr., died on a cold, wet day in February of 1940, in Benton, Illinois, his health eroded by alcoholism, poverty, and loneliness (my opinion). In April when the 1940 federal census was counted Dad was living in Harco, Saline County, Illinois with his Uncle Roy Devine and next door lived Dad’s sister and her husband Reuben Tucker. 

On the census form Dad’s occupation is “Leader in CCC”. Two months later, June 4, 1940, Joe Uknavage joined the US Navy and started training at the Great Lakes Naval Training Station. For the next six years he was a U. S. Navy Sailor, rising in rank from AS to BM1c, Bosun’s Mate First Class. Dad was always proud of his Naval career and before that his participation in the CCC's. In both, his leadership skills brought him success. 

In August, 2016, Joe Uknavage's granddaughter, Rachel, took her son, Simon, then age 6, to visit a memorial site in southern Illinois that featured a monument to the CCC men. She took that opportunity to tell Simon about his Gr-Grandpa Joe's service to our country, building parks, planting trees, clearing waterways. That particular monument did not have Joe Uknavage's name listed but now we know that just north of there near Springfield, in a small town named Meredosia, his Gr-Grandpa Joe was at CCC Camp 2677 in 1938.

RD’s Art – Overcoming Depression

 

One of our friends is struggling with depression right now and that brought to my mind a highly personal and sensitive subject, one RD might rather forget, but I think it is another example of his creative side and since it was such a big part of our lives I want to talk about it.

Thank God, after years of struggle, he overcame debilitating depression and I think he did it in a very creative way. At the risk of embarrassing RD by telling too much about this time of his life I will describe some of the ways he tried to come out of that deep hole he was in.

He spoke honestly with our family physician, Dr. Maynard "Mike" DeYoung at the Family Clinic and the two of them decided on a regimen of anti-depressant medicines which he took for awhile, but they didn’t help him and the side effects were not good. In his determination to help RD, Dr. DeYoung became a personal friend and he and RD went deer hunting together in the Rocky Mountains, along with a couple of Dr. DeYoung’s friends.

 

 

 

 

After gentle probing about RD’s spiritual beliefs Dr. DeYoung invited the two of us to join him and his wife Barbara at First Christian Church where we came to admire the minister there, Charlie Patchen. Some months later Dr. DeYoung told us of a Wednesday night church group that met in the basement of First Christian, and there was talk that people were getting real help from the ministry of Derin Carmack, former principal of Wellington Junior High, also lay minister. We met new, interesting people there; Loren and Sheila Crabtree became good friends and Sheila taught us both about positive affirmations, a confidence-building technique that helped.

RD also starting going to a chiropractor in town, Ole Lipiec, who treated his lower back pain using the Palmer Method of chiropractic, a gentle technique of adjustment. Soon many of our friends availed themselves of Ole Lipiec’s healing touch and we still talk of him today. He, too, became friends with RD and tried his best to heal the whole person. Ole and his wife, Kathy, moved to Maryville, Missouri, or we would still be going to him.

But the depression lingered, sometimes exacerbated by life events, but always present. After years of struggle RD finally consented to see a psychiatrist for I thought talk therapy was the answer as it had helped me when I struggled with mental health issues. RD was balking at the plan, telling me his experience in the Teams with mandatory sessions with psychologists and how he and his teammates taunted and teased them, never confiding or complying.

Right before his first appointment with the psychiatrist RD came to me with an alternate proposal for his treatment. It was “If we can afford to pay a psychiatrist, maybe instead of that we can afford to get a horse?” He went on to say that he’d always wanted a horse of his own and that the care and training of the horse just might be the medicine he needed to come out of his self-destructive thoughts and behaviors. So that’s what we did, cancelled the psychiatrist appointment and RD soon had his first horse, Rocket, a bay thoroughbred, gelding owned by a friend, Nick Chenoweth. Rocket had been returned to Nick by the trainer he hired who said Rocket was untrainable. RD thought otherwise. He and Nick soon struck a deal.

And yes, it worked! Not immediately, not overnight, but each day RD got up and went outside to work with Rocket who needed a great deal of care, understanding, and patience, for he too was damaged. Those with horses know that keeping one involves more than just clean water and a little hay. 

 

 

Soon, RD was learning where to find the best second-cutting horse hay in this area, when it was available, how the prices compared, etc. He and Rocket preferred a mix of grass and alfalfa. And we bought “sweet feed”, a grain/molasses mix that Rocket really liked and was his reward for good behavior. Ranchway Feeds was our go-to place for that. Then, big, strong tarps to cover the hay and tack, all sorts of tack including ropes, bridles, brushes, combs and saddles. RD removed ticks and dewormed but brought in a mobile veterinarian for shots and stitches and a farrier to trim hooves. If I remember right, after a couple of farriers RD took over trimming the hooves himself. Together RD and Rocket healed themselves and each other.

Rattler soon joined Rocket and became RD’s second horse. Maybe he thought Rocket needed a companion. Rattler got his name after being bit in the nose by a rattle snake when he was a colt. He was a roan quarter horse gelding and very smart. He loved to learn and didn’t have Rocket’s startle reflex. 

 

 

I recall one of the games he and RD learned to play whereby RD put some grain in an old tire and Rattler taught himself to grab the tire with his teeth and bounce it up and down on the ground as the grain hopped out. Then he ate the grain. Years after RD stopped putting grain in the tire Rattler still tested each tire in the pasture that way.

 

 

 

Nick took his herd up in the mountains for the summers then brought them down to a grazing pasture near the foothills as fall set in. One year he asked RD to feed and water the herd at that foothills pasture while he took a trip. I went along a couple of times. There was a young black horse with an injury, an ugly cut, on his forehead. We watched as he tried to eat the hay RD threw out for the herd but the other horses kept him away. Of course, RD soon came up with a way to keep the main herd occupied with their hay while he fed the little black horse away from the others. When Nick came back from his trip RD told him about the injured black horse and Nick said he’d probably have to put him down. That was the day RD became the proud owner of his third horse! 

He brought him home and gifted him to me, and let me name him, too. I named him Sid after RD’s Uncle Sidney Russell who was injured overseas in WWII and came home to Arkansas a changed man, sad and quiet. Sid was a small black quarter horse gelding with a white blaze on his nose. He was my first and only horse but RD cared for him, became quite fond of his fiesty spirit. Sid was always watching for an open gate. Only after he died did we learn from our vet Charlie Mizushima that Sid was stunted in growth due to parasites in his gut and the extreme amount of scar tissue they caused. He probably lived with a lot of  pain.

 

 

 

 

RD’s last horse, Roamer, came to us from his dad, Doyle Russell. Doyle was a staunch Democrat and may have named this horse after Governor Roy Romer, or maybe it was Roamer, as in drifter. I never knew for sure. Roamer was a white half Arabian, half wild mustang gelding. He was different from the quarter horses in temperament. One difference I recall is that he didn’t like to walk in water, as in cross a creek. But he had a good personality and we loved him. We loved all four of these horses but I know Rattler was RD’s favorite.

For the next fifteen years RD had horses, and what they brought to our lives was invaluable. He rarely rode them, aside from that eighteen months or so he hired a local cowboy to help him with training. He never put shoes on their hooves. Never needed a horse trailer. Instead he studied them and the way they interacted with birds, dogs, and people. RD trusted them and they trusted him. He learned Linda Telllington’s “The Tellington Touch” a deep massage technique that brought pain relief and calm to each of the horses. 

Thank you, Rocket, Rattler, Roamer, and Sid. And thank you, RD, for finding your own creative approach to restoring your mental health by giving of yourself to other living creatures. My respect and admiration for you grew as I observed and filmed those fifteen years of you with your horses.